i think i have issues

i'm kind of thinking i'm not going to come out of this year with all of my sanity. especially not at this rate.

yesterday, i was at work 2 hours late. last week, i averaged an hour late each day.

i didn't think it was too unreasonable to ask to leave on time today to go to the university book store. fast forward to 4:15, with me running out the door home to get in the car to try and get to the bookstore for 5.

two wrong turns later, i end up at the stupid university.

which, is a stupid loop with a one way road around the whole campus.

one way.

i drove around it twice, trying to locate the bookstore.

and parking.

i actually parked at one point. turns out all of the signs that scream "you have to pay for all parking on campus" aren't really conducive to actually figuring out how the hell to pay for parking on the goddamn campus. so after punching buttons on a machine clearly marked 'ticket dispenser' that actually didn't dispense tickets, i gave up.

i did what any girl would do. got in my car and screamed in aggrivation. literally. it was 4:45. i had wasted my one opportunity of actually leaving work on time and getting to the bookstore.

so i drove home. and screamed pretty much half the way there.

i need to be sedated.