coax me

today has been strange. i think i kind of got offered a job in a roundabout way. i was talking to a guy about setting up an interview in december when i'm back in ottawa and he said, 'as far as i'm concerned interviews are just a formality. it will be nice working with you'. so now i'm all freaking out. i think the fact that i'm actually graduating and actually going to have a real job is sinking in. my brain can't handle this kind of stimulation right now. it's slowly oozing out my ears.

and i shouldn't be allowed a credit card. online shopping is way to convenient. my fightcats clothing should be coming any time. however, the poor internet cannot take all the blame. i also send other shoppers to do my bidding. i have a friend who's sister gets a dangerous 40% off at mac, so hello holiday gift sets.

i think i should go to bed so my bank account doesn't incur any more damage.