first love

random thought of wednesday #1: i'm not ashamed to admit it: i love wayne arnold. he was such a punk. totally bad-ass, and totally attractive. but the boy dated juliette lewis - not exactly the best taste in women...but i love him nonetheless. there is this christian tv station here in town that plays old reruns of 'the wonder years' and i've started to re-discover why i was head over heels for wayne all those years ago. he was totally an awesome tv crush. ooooooooh, where is my real life wayne?

random thought of wednesday #2: i have had the ever famous 'like a three legged dog in search of a crutch' line from sloan's 'people of the sky' in my head for the past three days. what does this mean? is my subconscious trying to tell me that i'm like a three legged dog in search of a crutch? what does that line even mean? someone get me andrew scott on the phone. am i hopping around life searching for something to balance on? somebody get me a damn peg-leg.

random thought of wednesday #3: i was reading spin's july issue, and they count down the top 100 records of the last 20 years. given, nirvana's 'nevermind' hits one of the top spots. dave grohl is quoted in the article speaking about the recording studio they used to record the album, and mentions that is the one fleetwood mac used to record 'rumors' in, back when stevie nicks was still 'getting blow blown up her ass'. i almost snorted soda out my nose when i read that. the mental image of stevie nicks getting crack blown up her ass - or anything blown up her ass for that matter was too funny.

random thought of wednesday #4: so in plotting to buy a car when i graduate into the real world, i have decided to tempt myself with the thought of driving a bmw. so i dragged my dad to the dealer tonight, only to find the most beautiful man ever selling bmw's. i want to buy one, just so i can go back to talk to miles and his beautiful white teeth.

random thought (but technically a poem) of wednesday #5: 'love is the fart/of every heart/for when held in/doth pain the host/but when released/pains others most' - sir john suckling.

i'm so cornfusing.

ps - that link came from google - enter 'cornfusing' and hit 'i'm feeling lucky'....i'm not totally nutso.